recall my memories -- PLKN life

whole day I was imagine myself when I go to PLKN..the first day
hmm..when I wake up..I look at the clock..
last year at the same time, now I am packing and get ready to go to the ferry terminal..
then after my exam, I look at the time again..is 11++ a.m..
this time I was getting ready to go to ferry terminal..I remember I don't have appetite to eat my lunch at all..
mummy bring me go buy so biscuit and chocolate..put in my bag and let me bring them along..
that time I just know I don't want to leave, I just want to stay at home..

this time I go, I don't have any friends..even my school d plus me in only 2 persons..others I don't know them.. :/
I never been to the camp without friends..
then mummy they all sent me in front of the ferry there..when is time to say goodbye..
they all told me to be careful and everything will be okay..
mummy, aunts and popo cry..
but that time, I was still like.. I can't accept the truth that I am going now..
I had no feeling..just know I don't want to leave..

then check in..sit inside the ferry and ferry start to move..
I play phone again and play words search..
I had no idea at all..
I was just blank since morning..

then when reach..got 1 jurulatih call us just go straight and you will see the bus behind there..
then I saw PLKN bus in front of me..same thing..no idea..blank..
get in the bus..look at all those unfamiliar faces..
telling myself..
I am all alone, I don't know them..
how can I go through all of these..
on the way going to camp..
I didn't get to sleep..just keep looking outside the window and telling myself..
"now Ching, you are going.. you are going to PLKN now.."
still blank.. -.-
sending message to family member to tell them I had arrive and in the bus already..
receiving message from them and called me to be brave, take care and also I can go through this
all I remember is..I hope I can turn back and not to go..
I hope we will never get to reach the camp..

when arrive, I look at the bridge..
I remember cousin ever told me before..U need to walk through the bridge then can go in the camp..
go through..and get in the camp..
is already quite late..saw a lot of people there..is time for them to have their dinner..
submit my medical foam and others thing..then body check up..
then go down to take all our stuffs..

then gather around and jurulatih said she is going to separate us..and arrange where to sleep..
she trick us..
"who you guys want to sleep with..? I let you all choose.."
well, that time honestly I am stupid..
I trust the jurulatih..then I stand together with the one I know but not too close..
then jurulatih separate us.. -.-*

hmm..I am Delta and room 23..
then jurulatih call us to have our dinner..I had no friends..
so I eat alone..going to cry..and miss my home so much..and that time I just realized..
I am really in PLKN now..

then got some others pelatih help me to take my things and bring me to my room..
go in the room..all unfamiliar faces..I had no idea at all..
just know..I miss my home..
I put my things down and start to settle myself..
the one that sleep beside me..
she introduce herself to me..she is not a Chinese but she know how to talk Chinese..she call Nini..
she is friendly and that time I said to myself..is good..at least I got 1 new friend now..
she said to me.. "If got anything you can call me.."
then I look at all the stuff..
when I start want to arrange them..
announcement had been made..say want to kumpul in the dewan makan..
I though need to change clothes because when I go outside got people tell me need to change and so I change..
LOL..who know when I go to dewan makan, all of the Labuan one, they didn't change.. -.-
then blur blur like this..

I meet Mee Yearn, Jia Lin & Nini
I saw them sit together..that time I tell myself..you can made friends with them and be with them..I think they will be fine..
then Mee Yearn turn around and smile with me..
then she start to talk..the first sentence come out from her is.." do you know how to talk Chinese..?"
I blur blur look at her.. "hah..? I know arh.."
I remember Ni NI & Jia Lin hit her and laugh her again..people is Chinese sure know la..then she argue.who knows o.. >.<
haha..I feel funny..then after kumpul..
we start to go back and sleep..
I go back to my place look at all those mess..
I haven't make my bed..I haven't arrange all my things in my cupboard..
very messy again..I scare I don't have enough time to arrange and I scare that will being punish by jurulatih..
then I start to panic..at the same time, mummy called me..she ask me how now..
when hear her sounds, I cried and said.."just now got kumpul awhile then now in room already..everyone go to bed but I still got a lot of thing haven't do..I scare I don't have time..I want to go home.."mummy comfort me and tell me "slowly..you can d..dun cry..slowly do your thing k..then go to bed..if tonight can't get to do, tomorrow wake up early then arrange k.."then she ask me what time need to wake up tomorrow want her call..I tell her yea..
then the call end..my tears just drop off like this..
my roommate saw and they come comfort me..luckily they are friendly..
they help me make my bed and arrange my thing then I went to bed..
I remember before I went to bed..Nini said to me.. " If late night you want go toilet wake me up k..I accompany you..Don't worry to wake me up..:)"..I feel warm..
the next day mummy call..I miss mummy..then as usual..their activities start..
I am all alone for the following week..then when the class started, I become close with Mee Yearn they all already..
since I got friends, everything go ok..because I am not alone.. :)

Friends are important..