world of happiness and sadness

Finally

2012-01-09T05:17:00.000-08:00

Finally..
the last paper had end.. :D
semester break is here..
Let's enjoy yourselves before 3rd semester come and visit us.. :DD

Labuan..my lovely hometown..
aww..miss you so much..
but nvm..I will be back soon soon soooooooonnn.. :D

but tomorrow I am still going to school.. :)
going to collect the RM200 book voucher that was given by the government.. :)
then plan to use that money to help my little sister to buy some reference books since she is taking PMR this year.. :D
hope that she is going to do well.. don't let all of us disappointed.. :D
with the remaining balance, I am going to buy some books for myself..Chinese novel & Vampire Diaries.. :DD
I wish to buy Vampire Diaries full serious a long time ago..but because it is very expensive so I keep on stop myself.. >.<
now..with the voucher..I am going to buy for myself.. :DD
heheee..

now..happy is semester break is here..
but sad because I am having headache now..
haiz..don't know what happen.. going to sick?
hope NO.. I don't want to sick during my semester break and my Chinese New Year Celebration..

going to have hair cut by tomorrow morning before go to college..
after collecting the book voucher..then I am going to hang out with my housemate, Mei Ying..

:DD

Happy Holiday~!

Buddy's birthday

2012-01-05T03:38:00.000-08:00

today is 5th Jan 2012..
is the 5th day of 2012 and is also my bestie, Yvonne's birthday..

today we are having Macroeconomics paper..
well..I hope the birthday girl get a lot of luck in her paper today.. :)
3 papers is down n left 2 more to go..
that is IOM [ Introduction to Organisation & Management ] & ITS { Information Technology & system}
hope everything go well..
and hope faster finish my exam too..
then I am going back to my sweet home~
haha..

Happy Birthday to my buddy~!!
I know you since primary one but we are not close at all..
haha..I even don't know that we are same class before..
then when come to form 1, we know each other again and get closer.. :)
the best buddy..the only one that without any words also can understand what I mean n feel.. :)
haha..
Good Luck & all the best for you..!!
fast fast find a boyfriend~ I am so excited to know who will be your Mr. right.. :D..
hahaha..
Hope our friendship gonna last forever.. :D
Love you.. :)

recall my memories -- PLKN life

2012-01-03T06:16:00.000-08:00

whole day I was imagine myself when I go to PLKN..the first day
hmm..when I wake up..I look at the clock..
last year at the same time, now I am packing and get ready to go to the ferry terminal..
then after my exam, I look at the time again..is 11++ a.m..
this time I was getting ready to go to ferry terminal..I remember I don't have appetite to eat my lunch at all..
mummy bring me go buy so biscuit and chocolate..put in my bag and let me bring them along..
that time I just know I don't want to leave, I just want to stay at home..

this time I go, I don't have any friends..even my school d plus me in only 2 persons..others I don't know them.. :/
I never been to the camp without friends..
then mummy they all sent me in front of the ferry there..when is time to say goodbye..
they all told me to be careful and everything will be okay..
mummy, aunts and popo cry..
but that time, I was still like.. I can't accept the truth that I am going now..
I had no feeling..just know I don't want to leave..

then check in..sit inside the ferry and ferry start to move..
I play phone again and play words search..
I had no idea at all..
I was just blank since morning..

then when reach..got 1 jurulatih call us just go straight and you will see the bus behind there..
then I saw PLKN bus in front of me..same thing..no idea..blank..
get in the bus..look at all those unfamiliar faces..
telling myself..
I am all alone, I don't know them..
how can I go through all of these..
on the way going to camp..
I didn't get to sleep..just keep looking outside the window and telling myself..
"now Ching, you are going.. you are going to PLKN now.."
still blank.. -.-
sending message to family member to tell them I had arrive and in the bus already..
receiving message from them and called me to be brave, take care and also I can go through this
all I remember is..I hope I can turn back and not to go..
I hope we will never get to reach the camp..

when arrive, I look at the bridge..
I remember cousin ever told me before..U need to walk through the bridge then can go in the camp..
go through..and get in the camp..
is already quite late..saw a lot of people there..is time for them to have their dinner..
submit my medical foam and others thing..then body check up..
then go down to take all our stuffs..

then gather around and jurulatih said she is going to separate us..and arrange where to sleep..
she trick us..
"who you guys want to sleep with..? I let you all choose.."
well, that time honestly I am stupid..
I trust the jurulatih..then I stand together with the one I know but not too close..
then jurulatih separate us.. -.-*

hmm..I am Delta and room 23..
then jurulatih call us to have our dinner..I had no friends..
so I eat alone..going to cry..and miss my home so much..and that time I just realized..
I am really in PLKN now..

then got some others pelatih help me to take my things and bring me to my room..
go in the room..all unfamiliar faces..I had no idea at all..
just know..I miss my home..
I put my things down and start to settle myself..
the one that sleep beside me..
she introduce herself to me..she is not a Chinese but she know how to talk Chinese..she call Nini..
she is friendly and that time I said to myself..is good..at least I got 1 new friend now..
she said to me.. "If got anything you can call me.."
then I look at all the stuff..
when I start want to arrange them..
announcement had been made..say want to kumpul in the dewan makan..
I though need to change clothes because when I go outside got people tell me need to change and so I change..
LOL..who know when I go to dewan makan, all of the Labuan one, they didn't change.. -.-
then blur blur like this..

I meet Mee Yearn, Jia Lin & Nini
I saw them sit together..that time I tell myself..you can made friends with them and be with them..I think they will be fine..
then Mee Yearn turn around and smile with me..
then she start to talk..the first sentence come out from her is.." do you know how to talk Chinese..?"
I blur blur look at her.. "hah..? I know arh.."
I remember Ni NI & Jia Lin hit her and laugh her again..people is Chinese sure know la..then she argue.who knows o.. >.<
haha..I feel funny..then after kumpul..
we start to go back and sleep..
I go back to my place look at all those mess..
I haven't make my bed..I haven't arrange all my things in my cupboard..
very messy again..I scare I don't have enough time to arrange and I scare that will being punish by jurulatih..
then I start to panic..at the same time, mummy called me..she ask me how now..
when hear her sounds, I cried and said.."just now got kumpul awhile then now in room already..everyone go to bed but I still got a lot of thing haven't do..I scare I don't have time..I want to go home.."mummy comfort me and tell me "slowly..you can d..dun cry..slowly do your thing k..then go to bed..if tonight can't get to do, tomorrow wake up early then arrange k.."then she ask me what time need to wake up tomorrow want her call..I tell her yea..
then the call end..my tears just drop off like this..
my roommate saw and they come comfort me..luckily they are friendly..
they help me make my bed and arrange my thing then I went to bed..
I remember before I went to bed..Nini said to me.. " If late night you want go toilet wake me up k..I accompany you..Don't worry to wake me up..:)"..I feel warm..
the next day mummy call..I miss mummy..then as usual..their activities start..
I am all alone for the following week..then when the class started, I become close with Mee Yearn they all already..
since I got friends, everything go ok..because I am not alone.. :)

Friends are important..

2012

2012-01-01T18:31:00.000-08:00

I know is a late update..
Anyway Happy New Year~!

today was the second day of 2012 but I still feel like 2011 haven't end..
haha..maybe is because of the count down celebration this time isn't same like the past..
and maybe is also because of my college life..
usually this time I am countdown my school reopen but this time I am having my exam..
haha..is just like weird..I exam until next year..?!
LOL..

the moment while 2011 end and welcome 2012..
when the time tick tok tick tok until 12p.m..
is like awesome.. haha..
somebody tell me..not to go to toilet at 11:50p.m..because you might come out the next year..haha..
somebody even start to ask..is the world going to end? is there 2013?
my friend even say this to me.. " Nicole, your birthday will be very very important this year, if you get to celebrate that means the world is not going to end.. " >.<

31st Dec is my 1st day of exam..and after my exam I when back home and meet my sister..
then we go to KLCC by LRT..to meet my aunt and cousie they all.. :D
that two little monkey [ Bryan & Kevin ].. :D
Kevin is my small BF haha..he tell her mum and dad I am her gf..awwww...so sweet.. >.<
haha..

after meeting them up and have our lunch..I follow Kai Xin to go to feeling cafe with my sis too..to join Kai Xin's friends for the countdown celebration~ :)
honestly..jie jie & I was so boring..haha..we sweat a lot again..
but we laugh a lot too~ c:
enjoy the music..all those fun there..
when come to the time to countdown..
wow~ they r so high..haha..
they dance all around~
like clubbing..LOL..
I never been there but i think clubbing is like this..
then celebrate Kai Xin's birthday..

Happy Birthday Cousie~!! :D..
May all your wishes come true.. :D

Final Examination for 2nd sem

2011-12-30T07:07:00.001-08:00

tomorrow 31st of Dec will be my first day of final examination..
the first subject will be FOA [ Fundamentals of Accounting ]..

tomorrow is the last day of 2011 and is also the first day for my final.. -.-"

hope everything will be alright
hope I can do well in my exam
hope the questions will not be difficult and too tricky..
hope my mind is going to work smoothly
:D..

hope I can left no regret in 2011 and welcome 2012 with a big big smile..
Cheer~

Good Luck!!
Go go go!! :D <3

Merry Christmas

2011-12-24T21:50:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas everyone..
is 25 Dec..

is a Christmas that I am studying at home..

31st will start my final..Hope I can do well in it..
No mood want study at all but I have too.. :/

I am 18 now!

2011-12-22T01:13:00.000-08:00

yea..today is 22.12.2011..
is my birthday..I am officially 18th years old right now.. :D
I hope I can stop the time and just don't let today end faster..

the first time of my birthday that I am still going to college for the last class..
my classmates had give me a birthday surprise..really surprise.. -.-"
at first we just studying like usual..
when the class finish..one my my classmate, Bryan start to talk to me and ask me about the FOA..accounting thing..
I really think that he really don't understand the chapter and I keep tried to explain to him..
LOL..who noe..suddenly..my class rep switch off the light and they start to sang the birthday song with the birthday cake..
OMG..!! is really a big surprise for me..haha..
I was shock just now with my blur face and my friends keep on laughing at me..
-.-"
hmm..after than, hanging around at Jusco with Mei Ying, Yvonne, Xiu Fen & Bryan..
Thanks Bryan for fetching us.. :D
had a great birthday.. THANKS..!!

Thanks for all of them for giving me this birthday surprise and all the wishes in Facebook and Message..
thanks guys..! love you all much much more..!! :D

05.12.11

2011-12-05T05:46:00.000-08:00

Is already come to the end of the year..
is 5th day of December now..
December is my favourite month.. :)
I believe everyone love December.. :)

Is kinda a busy days for me as I had disappear from here quite a long time.. :/
tiring and busy..
everyday I wish to go back to Labuan.. :/
miss my family and friends..

Now I am looking forwards to CNY Semester break.. :)
is a great celebration to me this time..
because..mostly of my family member is BACK~
will be a happy and fun CNY this time..wee~
previous year also not bad..just like this year..
having CNY with National Service friends..
not bad~ enjoy too~

this Thursday will be having IOM coursework 2 [test]..
I just hope time past faster so that this semester will end faster..haha..
next next Friday [16/12 ]
my mum,aunt, grandma and sis will come over..
I am waiting~

haha..is time to buy some new clothes for CNY.. :)

stop here..is time to sleep now..
nite all~

:(

2011-11-16T06:09:00.000-08:00

busy..
very busy.. :(
feel so stress..
everything just come in one..
assignment, test..
:(
I want holiday badly..
want go back Labuan..

【那些年，我們一起追的女孩】電影主題曲《那些年》官方正式MV

2011-11-05T07:44:00.000-07:00

hang out with my classmate

2011-11-05T07:27:00.000-07:00

is just a simple hang out with my classmate..
just 5 of us..when to Pavilion to watch movie.. [ you are the apple of my eye ]
is a nice movie.. got funny and romantics..
enjoy my day today..
although is kinda rush..but still..I enjoy my day with you guys.. :)
Is a nice movie..that really make me fall in..
I fall in love with all the songs..especially the main song in the movie.. [ 那些年 ]
is nice..very very nice..
I had post the song on the previous blog post~
enjoy.. :)

after movie..we walk to Time Square.. Neway to sing K.. :)

22.10.11

2011-10-24T01:40:00.000-07:00

had a simple hang out with two big sisters.. :)
when to pavilion, KlCC and others..
walk here and there..
that's our journey..
let's pictures tell everything.. :)

1st time blood donation

2011-10-21T06:15:00.000-07:00

today..
when to college hall for the blood donation with Jasmine and Yvonne..
feel like I am not allow to blood but who knows..
I pass all of the section and finally I can~!
hehee.. :)
feel like I save someone..
donate blood save one life.. :)

I feel so nervous..
waiting for the nurse come over..
Jasmine sit besides me..and she donate first..
then after some period of times..
finally is my turn.. :)
wu~ so nervous..scare it will hurt much..

honestly, before start blood donation, the nurse will inject some liquid thing..
that time is kinda hurt.. I can feel the liquid being inject into me and is hurt much..
after that, is time for the "big" needle..
i turn my head over and Jasmine is the one who is looking..
I ask her.. already?
she said yes..
then I was just like.. "hah..??really..??"
because no feeling at all..then I turn my head over and look at the needle..and my blood that flowing~ :)
it doesn't hurt much but just only when the liquid is injected.. :)

then went home and out with Jasmine..
went to Jusco to buy somethings and had our dinner there.. :)

hang out with my buddy-s

2011-10-10T00:55:00.000-07:00

Let pictures tell everything.. :)
hang out with all my buddy-s~!
Love them so much~!
when to Sing K at Neway~ went for movie and hanging around here and there.. :)
hope to hang out with them again and again~! :D

outing

2011-10-02T03:39:00.000-07:00

me and mummy~

yesterday when out with my "mummy" --> Mee Yearn.. :)
go Time Square sing K with her.. :))
we meet at monorail station [ Imbi ]..
then walk around for wasting time..
cause we book at 2pm..
then went to Neway sing lo~
taking pictures here and there.. :DD
chit-chat.. :)
I love the moment talking to her.. she is a good listener to me..
just like my mummy lo.. :).. she take care of me.. ahaha.. I am just like a kids when be with her.. LOL.. >.

sis's birthday

2011-09-28T07:17:00.000-07:00

I know is a late update.. :)
suppose to be 25th September.. :)
yea..that was the day my sis's birthday..
and..we had give her a surprise birthday..
we all had our lunch at Full House, Wangsa Walk..
is a nice and beautiful place.. I like the design there..
and also those who work there, they are nice..
their service are good..

Let's talk about the surprise party.. :)
at first, we just told her that we are going to celebrate her birthday..
and there is a new restaurant. Full House.. that place is nice and we decide to go there..
ok, here our plan.. ^-^
my friends / housemate [ Mei Ying and her sister, Christy ] will go there first, they will go there to buy the cake and sent to Full House early..by using the excuse going to find their church leader at KL Center, but who knows? Haha.. they are not going to KL Center but go to buy cake and arrive Wangsa Walk early just to pass the cake to the stuff there..

then, Jasmine, after church service, she will straight away go Wangsa Walk and meet up Mei Ying and Christy.. and Kai Xin, Sis and I will be there at 12.30+..
the sad thing was, Yvonne cannot join us because she got activity..

By the time we meet there, Jasmine already at there and waiting for us..
we sat down and just pretending..asking what time will the others two come..?
haha.. Actually, they are already here in this shopping center..somewhere there.. :)

after some times, they "arrive".. acting like really rush from KL Center to meet us up..haha..
then we start to have our lunch..taking pictures..

after having our lunch, we walk here and there, looking at the design, all those product and taking pictures here and there.. without knowing, Christy told the stuff to take out the cake and we start to sing "Happy Birthday" song.. the thing that I was happy is.. the stuff in the restaurant join us too.. :).. that time, sis was busying take pictures and when she saw the cake, she was shock and she said " why got cake.. ?!".. Haha..
surprise ya..?? Happy Birthday sis~! :D
is for you~ from all of us in this house.. :)

hope you enjoy your birthday..
here are some pictures, for more can refer to faceebook.. :)

Happy Birthday sis~!!

Happy Birthday~!!

Time when I "ss".. :pp

present from Jasmine, Yvonne and me.. :)

huggie~ ^-^

back to my KL life

2011-09-19T22:32:00.000-07:00

back~ after 2 weeks ++ semester break..
I am back to my KL life again..
having a great semester break in Labuan..
spending time with family and friends..

I am gonna miss them very much.. ><
I love to be there..
to be with them.. :)

today is the 2nd day to college..
is the 2nd lecture that I had attend..
this semester, I am going to study 5 subjects..
that is
- Fundamentals of Accounting [ FOA ]
- Information Technology & System [ ITS ]
- Introduction to Organisation & Management [ IOM ]
- Macroeconomics [ ME ]
- English for communication [ ENG ]

is a new journey for me.. :)
all these subjects are very new for me..
so I am going to work very hard for them.. :)
Hope I can get good result.. :)
Good Luck~!!

some pictures when at Labuan

3.09.11

2011-09-03T00:35:00.000-07:00

hey~

I am back..at Labuan my hometown now.. :)

actually I am back since Friday [ 01.09]

today, my family come back from Korean and they had enjoy their trip..

hope I got the chance to have a holiday trip with them too..

my life here..

hang out with friends..

watch TV..

play with my pets..

online..

what again..???

Labuan - nothing much I can do..haha

mostly of my friends is going to leave and go back to school this coming Sunday..

since their holiday just 1 week..

but I will staying here for 2 weeks +.. :)

hope to hang out with them

but seem like mostly of them are busy..

my mum is back and is also means that I am going to drive~!!

haha~

excited..

since long time I didn't touch the car already.. :)

back from Singapore

2011-08-30T07:36:00.000-07:00

hey~
I am back from Singapore.. :)
having a great holiday there..
I had uploaded some pictures in my facebook.. :)
I had my hair cut there.. :)
hehee..
gonna miss my aunt they all very much..
wish to meet they all soon.. :)

21.08

2011-08-21T06:05:00.000-07:00

today I had my third examination.. :)
that is ME [ Microeconomics ]..
is a crazy subject actually..because If there is one point you are not understand..
then you can't move on..haha..
I had spent..quite lot of the time to study this subject..
hearing back all the recording..that help me to understanding well.. :)

still left two more subjects to go..that is IA [ Introduction of accounting ] & QS [ Quantitative studies ]..
then come to the end of my first semester..
time passes so fast.. I can't believe that I had finish my first semester..
is just like a blind of eyes then come to the end of the semester..
Wow~! is fast.. :)

still left 5 more days to go then I am going to Singapore.. :)
to enjoy myself.. :)
still left 11 more days to go then I am back to my hometown, Labuan..
haha..
:DD

first day of exam

2011-08-17T05:54:00.000-07:00

today is first day of my final exam..
and my first subject is HE [Hubungan Etnik]..
OMG..Sejarah..haha.. XD..
yesterday I was still crying because of scare and worry..
scare I can't handle the exam..
when come to night, I try to study.. try to make overall revision..
but guess what..?
haha..I was crazy..
nothing go in my mind at all..
nervous and panic start to attack me..urh.. ><
I was crazy like don't know how.,
my mind go blank and I don't know what to do..
haiz..
I just walked in my room..bring along all my notes..
and try to calm myself down and study..

come to today morning..
I am so nervous tis.. ><
is the day..
I pack my things..ate my breakfast..
check all my things and do the last revision again.. ><
then 7 ++ a.m..
I go to school..
there are a lot of people there already..
holding their note and start studying there..
the situation make me more panic..
I want to study too..
I take my note out but I can't..haiz..
nothing go in my mind..mind turn blank again..
at last I give up..
I just calm and start to think back everything I had study..
then wait for the time to go in the examination room >.<

when the school guard give instructions and all of us just walk in the block and check where our examination hall is..
try u imagine..the whole accountant student..and is around 900++ of us.. ><
then..
exam start..
I don't have enough time to finish my paper for the last essay question..
there is 2 part..and I manage to finish the first part and manage to write 2 points for the second part only..

tomorrow will be my second paper that is English..
and is time for me to revision.. :)

*start to sick*
hope sick when I finish exam, if not I will be suffering.. ><

15.08.11

2011-08-15T08:45:00.001-07:00

haha..is a crazy day today..
Wednesday will be our final and we all are just stress out..
and crazy~! haha..
when come to evening and I am the one who suggest~
" Lets take pictures~!"
haha..good that everyone is include.. :DD
laughing all around..is tiring but is FUN~! :D

when I go back to Labuan..
I am going to play webcam with my friends and family too~! :D
and upload more and more pictures with them..
funny pictures..
photos record all the memories.. :)
I love webcam.. :DD

I just upload some here..
others..all in my facebook.. :))

13.08.11

2011-08-13T21:07:00.000-07:00

Yvonne and me.. lol..I wasn't really ready yet.. ><

Yvonne, me & Jasmine.. :)

Mei Ying, Jasmine & me~
p/s: think Yvonne is sleeping there..wakaka. :D

that's me.. :) peace..

yea, the title was yesterday date.. I didn't write wrong.. :)

I am going to talk about yesterday.. :)
is a normal Saturday to me.. :)
Jasmine went out then follow by my sister [Sharon]
I was at home with my cousin [Kai Xin] and my friends [Mei Ying & Yvonne]..
3 of us was busying with our revisions as our final is this around the corner.. :)
when is almost 3pm.. Mei Ying had make an announcement on Facebook that 3 of us [Jasmine, Yvonne & me] need to get prepare before 4.45pm.. :)
don't feel weird..this is because..the last night is also means the Friday night..we had promise her to go to her church together.. :)
and the transportation is going to arrive at 4.45pm..so we need to be prepared.. :)
When Jasmine is back, our house full with sounds and laughter.. :D
there is something happen but is ok..
is not that convenient to say out here.. :)

hmm..then when Mei Ying received a call, we started to step out of our condo.. :)
waiting for the transportation..
then we on our way to Mei Ying's church..

Mei Ying church is around Sunway..
and is call Faith Christian Center [FCC}.. :)
raining heavily yesterday when we on our way..

we were late and they had started their worship.. :)
Is enjoying yesterday night..
singing..and enjoy the melody~
hearing some interesting stories.. :)
and make some new friends there too..
there are so many familiar faces there.. :)

when we service was end..we went to Puchung [ I don't know how to spell ><]
to have our dinner..err..cannot say is dinner..should be supper.. :)
cause is already 10++pm I think..I almost forget the time.. :)

is an enjoyable night..
and is glad to make new friends there.. :)
talking and laughing around with them.. :)

on the way back, we were just like crazy people, laughing and talking non-stop..
wu~ soo tired..
by the way we reach home is already 12pm.. :)

11.08

2011-08-11T00:09:00.000-07:00

final is just around the corner.. >.<
left 6 more days to go..
the final is here~~
the first subject is Hubungan Etnik [HE]
is history.. >.<
haiz..until now I am still remain on the same chapter..
arh~!!
help me arh..crazy..
then follow by English --> Microeconomics --> Accounting --> Quantitative Studies..
I really hope I can skip the final and straight away skip to sem break that I would relax myself~

my final until 25th Aug..my last paper is Quantitative Studies [QS]
is like additional mathematics..but this is more deep inside again.. @.@
after my last test I think I am going to fly~!!
wakakaka.. 26th Aug night fight I am going to Singapore with my sister and my cousin [Kai Xin]..:)
going to visit my aunt, uncle and my two little cousin there [Bryan and Kevin]
miss them soo much..
will stay at Singapore until 30th Aug then I am going to return back Kl..
and then~!
1st Sept~!!!
I am going back to my hometown~!
weeehheeee~!!
Labuan Labuan~!!
I am going back..
Ghosh~! I miss there badly..
the shopping center, the beach, the sea everything there..
the most important is my family and my friends..
is good to hear that mostly my friends is going back during the Raya holiday..
so glad to heard that..
so that we can hang out together.. :)
miss them badly..

I want to drive~!
haiz, I miss driving badly..
when go back this time, I want to driving around Labuan.. :pp
who dare to sit my car..??

hmm..going to continue my study again~ ><
wish me luck~!
arh~~ >~

07.08.11

2011-08-07T07:50:00.000-07:00

today outing with some of my NS friends..is a birthday party actually..
celebrate 3 person birthday that was [ Mei jing, Ah Tan & Joon Kit (my daddy) ]
2pm I go to school by bus to meet Mee Yearn [my mummy]..
she at school for the cocum test.. :)..meet her at school then we go to Chow Kit by bus and go to Sg.Wang by monorail.. :).. then walk to Time Square to meet up others.. :)
take some pics with them..can't upload because I am using their camera and they haven't upload to Facebook yet..
having dinner + lunch + breakfast with them..hehee..is dinner actually..
because I didn't eat whole day..that was my first meal..hehee.. :))
was shock that my daddy was there as he said that he can't attend..who noes..
hmm..anyway, still having fun with all of them especially with my mummy~ :)
hope to have another hang out again.. :D

06.08

2011-08-05T21:13:00.000-07:00

that picture is me.. :)
the pandas is cute right..?haha..but I am not panda.. -.-
Its style is just like me.. I am lazy enough this few days..
even though exam is just around the corner, but I am still lazy to open my books and start studying..
sometimes, I open my notes and look at them..after some times, my attention is all gone from there..is my laptop~hehee.. :D
haiz..don't know how am I going to exam if like this.. still left 1 week then is final already..
everyday say, die lo..exam is around the corner, I haven't start study yet leh..
but I never go to study..
I always tell myself, tomorrow must study arh..
but then, when come to the next day..haha..
still the same, nothing change also..
>.<

after final exam, I am going to Singapore~ visit my aunty with my sis and cousin~
wee~
then 1st Sept, go back Labuan..
haha..can't wait for it~

:))

*Ching! go study now la~~!!! >.<

03.08.10

2011-08-03T04:51:00.000-07:00

I am praying..

we look alike..?

is a story.. :)
best friends sometimes will face some problems too,
but trust your friendship..
then everything will be fine~ :)

smile

at last, Kai Xin join us too.. :)
smile~

<3 <3
love your life~

Raw~~

<3~
life full of love..
be happy.. :D

today just have 2 hours lecture that is QS [Quantitative Studies]..
to finish all the syllabus..
then when to canteen with Mei Ying to have our lunch..
haiz..since yesterday my stomach not feeling well..
and because of yesterday prawn mee..
I had suffer whole night with gastric..
as my stomach not that strong enough..
and I can't eat spicy.. >.<
then we went home by bus..
back home..
we start to do our crazy stuff..
webcam~
took a lot of pictures~
I had upload some here..
and all I had upload at facebook~ :)
that the way I use to release my stress as final is just around the corner.. >.<

things

2011-08-02T07:01:00.000-07:00

time flies~
just like a cycle..turning around and around like a cycle..
things happen around us..
non-stop..
life full with happiness and sadness..

everytime..
I just close my eyes and tell myself..
is ok..just let it be,ok..?
thats what I always tell myself..

不需要多

2011-07-29T19:58:00.000-07:00

只需要小小的问候，小小的关心，就够了..
我的生活，不需要很多物质上的享受，
简简单单就够了..
我的身边，有疼爱我的家人，一个简简单单的家庭就够了..
我的身边，有关心我，疼爱我的朋友，就够了..

有他们的陪伴，我相信，
简简单单的一句问候，一些话语，一段回忆..
我的生活会更加精彩..

:)

短短的一瞬间

2011-07-29T19:50:00.001-07:00

短短的一瞬间，可以变成永恒的回忆..
短短的一句话语，可以让一个人的心感到温暖..
短短的一句问候，可以一个人感觉被关心..

没关系

2011-07-28T05:41:00.000-07:00

没关系，每一次都没关系..
我是真的没关系吗..?
我是真的不会在意吗..?
但..
如果我说我在意..
那对方不是很辛苦吗..?
与其别人辛苦，不如自己来承担..
我很傻吧..?
或许吧..
因为我不忍心在别人心上狠狠地挂上疤痕..
我可以装得很坚强..
也可以装得很开心..

美恩，我很想回到ns那个没有烦恼的生活..
可以和你诉苦..
想和你真真地坐下来谈谈..
就只有你明白.. :')

这是给你的

2011-07-27T06:57:00.000-07:00

不要担心我，我真的没有关系..
我们还是朋友，
一旦成为我的朋友，
不管怎么样，一直都会是我的朋友..

你是一个很好的朋友，
是个可以让我诉苦的朋友..
让我分享喜怒哀乐的朋友..

真的没有关系，开心就好，好吗..?
我们是永远的朋友.. :)

我们都傻

2011-07-27T06:22:00.001-07:00

杨丞琳 - 我们都傻

计算着为你流下了多少眼泪
就代表又对我的心撒了多少谎
但每次我都选择选择相信
相信你是爱我的

倔强的以为我真的能改变你
看你装无辜的眼神我很窒息
难道你没有看见看见我对你的好
还是你忘了那些数不清的爱情轨迹

你说我傻傻在爱上只懂爱自己的人
我说你傻傻在爱她你的眼睛骗不了人
我们都傻傻在为一段没有未来的爱情付出
还在期待会有奇迹出现

你说我傻傻在爱上没有感情的分身
我说你傻傻在爱她就固执的奋不顾身
我们都傻傻在宁愿被牺牲也不愿放弃天真
还在期待会有奇迹出现

谁没有为爱做过傻事　
只是问心无愧讽刺也无所谓

我说我傻傻在爱上没有感情的分身
你说你傻傻在爱他就固执的奋不顾身
我们都傻傻在宁愿被牺牲也不愿放弃天真
还在期待会有奇迹出现
还在期待会有奇迹出现

不敢相信

2011-07-26T06:35:00.001-07:00

真的不敢相信这一切..
很不真实..
又有一点生气..

haiz..美恩啊~！
我们需要谈谈啊..
我更本就是吓倒咯..

没有想过，
因为我一直都认为他不会这样..
他给我的印象是..
付出了，就需要很长时间去疗伤..
谁知道会这样啦..

他伤得很重啊..
而且，那时候还..
还算了吧..

speechless~

我需要时间..
面对不了.. >.

busy~

2011-07-23T21:15:00.000-07:00

the final exam for the 1st semester is around the corner..
less than 1 month for me to study..
is July now..
and the final exam will be August~
start to worrying..
as all the subject is getting harder and harder..
I am trying to make myself be clear and understand everything inside..
keep the important in my mind..
and start my study and finish all the tutorial question..
keep on studying until I am really clear about it..fully understand..
1st September, I will going back to Labuan..
can't wait to go back..
as I miss my family, my room, my house, my pets and everything of Labuan~ :D

hope I can do well in my final exam and hope to go back Labuan soon~ :DD

QS

2011-07-12T08:10:00.000-07:00

studying QS [Quantitative Studies]
is mostly like Add Maths but is more harder..
blur with all the method and solution..
and I hope I can did well in this..
next week will be my coursework 2 which is test..
hope I can have a good mark.. :)

11.07

2011-07-11T07:03:00.000-07:00

the world is changing..
human hit human..
is just like a common things nowadays..
what happen to the world..
with all these war..
is wasn't the peaceful world anymore..
2012 is true..??
is it..
I can't believe it..
But just appreciate what we had around us right now..

Let's pray for the world together..save our world.. :D

9.07

2011-07-09T00:33:00.000-07:00

Is already month of July..
time traveling so fast~
I had been at KL for 2 months ++..
hmm~
college life = busy life..
nothing much..
life that full with assignment, coursework, all those tutorial questions, test and so on..
hmm..
today will going to lock myself in house..
everyone know what happen today right..??
all those BERSIH stuff~
>.<
so..better that I just stuck in the house..
more safe~
haha..

nothing much to say~bye~

continue study my ME as Monday test.. ><

:)

2011-07-06T08:13:00.001-07:00

心情

2011-07-06T07:38:00.000-07:00

我是很会忍..
不管什么事情，我都一直想以一个开心的方式去面对..
生气..??
我是有在生气，但有人知道吗..??
我生气没人知，也没人理..
我更不想发脾气，不想生任何人的气，
因为很累，也很伤感情..
:(

我的无所谓..
........ .......

算了，我也不知道我要说什么..
我的心情，我用不到任何言语来表达.. :(

3.07

2011-07-03T06:03:00.000-07:00

Today sent my aunts go LRT station..
well..
didn't like the feeling of being apart..
It didn't feel good..

It actually wasn't the first time..
the time when PLKN..
I did face this kind my situation many times..
but still I can't get used with it..
and I believe I never will get used..

I start missing them now..
the house is silent when they had leave..
miss my mum and dad..
because of start my college life..
the time of being with them will be getting lesser and lesser..

especially with my daddy,
can't spend my time with him..
because I didn't go back Labuan..
:(

tomorrow will be Monday..
everything will just go back to normal..
and~
tomorrow will be my accounting coursework 2 - test..
hope I can do well in it..
and also all my studies.. :)

Good Luck and all the best~!

I love you

2011-07-02T08:46:00.000-07:00

my family..
my big family~
I am going to miss you all badly..
thanks for coming here..
let me have some memorable days..
I love you all..
really hope you guys can stay here..
today is the last day..
I saw my mum, aunt, sis cry..
same as me too..
but I am trying very hard to hold my tears.. :')
I miss you all..
really don't want you all leave.. :(
just now when say bye to mummy and daddy,
didn't like the feeling..
the feeling that need to be apart..
I know it wasn't the first time,
but I think..
I will not get used with this kind of feeling n scenes.. :(

mummy and daddy~
I love you two..
muackz~!! <3 <3
thanks for everything..
I can see everything that you both done for me..
even I can't but I still can feel..
I can feel the love..
I love you two~!

aunts, uncles and all my cousins,
thanks for everything..
gonna miss you guys badly..
hope to go back Labuan very very soon too.. :)

I love you all..
All my family member~

:D

2011-07-01T08:56:00.000-07:00

Had a great time with you all..
hope you all don't go back Labuan.. :((
miss miss.. :(
huuh..

28.06

2011-06-28T06:53:00.000-07:00

Not feeling well today.. :(
headache + stomach pain..
and don't know why..
this morning start to cough back again.. :(
hmm..my sick maybe is going to come back and knock my door soon..

going to meet mum n dad soon..
and also my aunts..
I miss them soo much..
can't wait to see them..
and also can't wait for their cooking dishes.. ^-^
I miss everything at Labuan, especially my family, friends and high school life.. :)

I am happy with my test result because I didn't think that I will get this kind of score..
so, I will work more hard to maintain and also to achieve higher gold.. :)
Good Luck to me..
and also everyone around me..

Take care and God Bless.. :)

突然之间 II

2011-06-26T04:05:00.001-07:00

当兵的时候的你们
回想起当时，
我很害怕，怕到那里我没有朋友，
不知道我会怎样熬过这三个月..
却没有想到，
我可以认识你们，
还能成为你们的一分子..
很开心，也很珍惜这段友谊..

我记得，
我是先认识美恩，嘉菱[我应该没有写错吧] 和妮妮的..
慢慢地认识了Alicia他们全部..
很怀念那段时光..

和美恩，
我们每一天都在一起，
你说说你的心事，我也说说我的..
也不知道怎样我们变成了母女.. :D
很开心能认识到你，
每一次，
只要想找人聊聊天很自然的，
就会找你..
可能是我习惯了吧..
因为在那里的三个月，我们一直都是这样啊~

也很开心能够邀请到你们和我一起过年..
真的很开心..
也是我的第一次..
:D
对不起，我不是一个很好的导游，
只希望你们开心。。 :D

太多美好的回忆了，
很怀念..
也很想念你们..

突然之间

2011-06-26T03:46:00.000-07:00

盈铃和佳薇

中一的我们

“黑社会”

中三的我们

突然之间，很想念你们..
当兵的时候得你们，
中学那群你们..

就先说说中学吧~

中学时期，认识了你们，
还记得那些回忆，
有开心也有伤感的回忆..
还记得中一的时候，
我开始认识了佳薇，
开始和她一起疯..

慢慢的，
我认识了盈铃还有米雪..
至于爱玲嘛..
我最早认识她的..
很想念你们噢~

在koperasi的那段回忆，
教师节的活动，
我成为巡查员的时候，
一起补习的时候，
一起温习的时候，
一起做project的时候，
大扫除的时候，
义卖会的时候，
PBSM 生活营会的时候，
camp的时候，
还有很多很多的回忆~
:D

好想回去哦~ >.<

晚上

2011-06-25T00:36:00.000-07:00

天台

我喜欢晚上，
这也是为什么我喜欢晚上出的原因..
也很想晚上出去走走..
虽然在KL看不到很多星星，
但，
这些灯光也不错..
很想晚上游车..
:)

但我很少晚上出去.. :(
因为没有人陪丫~

所以大多数的时间，
我都会呆在天台，
往下看..
:)

=)

2011-06-24T04:04:00.000-07:00

或许吧..

我知道你是否在欺骗我..
但我还是选择欺骗我自己，
来相信你..

:)

2011-06-23T20:42:00.000-07:00

心情

2011-06-21T19:38:00.000-07:00

复杂的心情..

心情

2011-06-21T07:27:00.000-07:00

前天和美恩聊，
才真正的发现，
原来我真的还没有放下..
在他面前，
我总是会表现出真正的自己..
不会有所掩饰..

美恩，
希望你能帮我保密哦..、

你还记得我和你说的话吧..?
就只有在你们的面前，
我不会隐藏，不会隐瞒..
开心就笑，伤心就哭..
:)

回忆

2011-06-20T08:34:00.000-07:00

回忆永远倒是用来安慰我自己的武器..
微笑和伪装，我已习惯了..
因为往往最真实的自己是最脆弱的..

迷失

2011-06-20T06:27:00.001-07:00

迷失的时候，
不妨闭上眼睛，
冷静下来，
放松心情..
慢慢来，
相信自己你一定会找到路口的..
:)
但有些时候，
不妨让身边的人帮你，
在你寻找的过程，
你不是一个人，
不会感到孤独，
但是充满回忆和欢笑的..
就算跌倒了，
还是会勇敢的站起来..
有人的陪伴是不同的.. :)

爱情

2011-06-20T06:12:00.000-07:00

爱情有不同的味道
酸，甜，苦，辣
甜蜜的时候就会觉得幸福 [甜]
出问题的时候就让人烦恼 [苦]
吃醋的时候[酸]
至于辣嘛..?
我也不清楚..
希望我身边的人能尝到甜甜的味道~

消失

2011-06-19T06:53:00.000-07:00

或许我应该习惯..
你那总是突然之间消失不见的个性吧..
我唯一能做的就只有默默的等待了..

星星

2011-06-19T05:47:00.000-07:00

满天星~
了解我的人都很清楚，我超爱星星..
我会疯掉..
哈哈..
刚才佳薇给我看video..
Oh My天~
我超爱的~
满天星星耶..

如果有人..
哈哈..
不可能..
我在发梦~

2011-06-18T23:41:00.000-07:00

没有什么特别，就只想写
但脑袋却一片空白，
不知道要写些什么

那张照片，代表了我的心情
很想念纳闽的沙滩
好想去沙滩散散心哦

又有谁可以带我到海滩上散散心呢？
海风和海浪声能让我抛开一切烦恼
想要去海滩~ ：）

微笑？

2011-06-18T08:57:00.000-07:00

每一天我已经不知道我微笑的意义是什么了？让自己好过一点，勇敢一点，还是用我的微笑来掩饰我的空虚，我的不快乐？有时候我在想，我是真正的快乐吗？我的快乐真的是发出内心深处的吗？还是只是一个用来伪装的外壳而已？他们都说我很忍得，是吗？或许吧。。因为我不想因为我的不开心，或某某原因弄到别人不开心吧。=）

但我还是希望有个听众听听我发牢骚，但这个人一直都还没有出现。。

2011-06-18T08:33:00.000-07:00

有时候我选择保持沉默。。
不是因为心情不好。。
只是想让心放空。。

18.06

2011-06-18T08:12:00.000-07:00

突然间很想用华语来写部落格。。
生病了。。嗨~
不是好事。。
超辛苦的。。
伤风，咳嗽。。
发烧。。应该很快就要来敲我门了吧。。？？
嗨~
咳嗽咳不停。。鼻水又一直流。。
不想要吃药。。
但不吃又不行。。越来越辛苦。。
吃了又很累。。很想睡。。

这几个星期都很忙也很压力。。
从上个星期一开始。。就有小考了。。

超想念我那些朋友的。。

15.06

2011-06-15T05:42:00.000-07:00

Yahoo~!!
got internet already~
at last~! :DD
the life without internet really very inconvenient..
what also cannot do..
what check mail, find sources also hard..
the most important..
college life..without internet..
really very hard..
everything upload to the college website..
without internet..really hard to up-to-date with all the college news~
now.. problem SOLVE~!! :D
hehee..sooo happy leh~

easy for me now..
well..
because of busying and stress [maybe]
I'm sick~
haha..
long time didn't sick already~
now..sore throat, flu n fever [coming soon]
haha..
really feel suffer,,urh.. >~

27.05

2011-05-26T21:14:00.001-07:00

life here..hmm..everything goes well [ i think ]
this few days kinda busy with all those coursework..haiz..
today I just finish my accounting coursework and I am going to upload it to our school website for the safe assign program..hmm..
kinda miss everything at Labuan..
sometimes my emotion just goes up and down..
because of some reason that change my mood..
haiz..but I think remain silent is the best way..
So, I didn't really talk much at here.. :)
miss all those memories..
miss my "gang" [ CYL, Yvonne, Michelle and Vi ] which we used to hang around together~
miss my high school life and also tuition life from form 1 until form 5..
all those memories stay deep inside my heart..
when I am down, I will close my eyes and think back all those memories..
they can cheer me up..and give me the energy to overcome problems and stand up again..
haiz..life..there must be a lot of problems we gotta face and overcome them..
we can't run away from them..
every step that I walk now..is the path that heading to my future..
I hope I can really did well and do what I really hope to be.. :)
I miss my family.. especially my mum..
miss all her cooking..haha.. :D
hmm..at here, sis and Kai Xin will cook for me..
is nice also..but I still miss my mum cooking~ :p
well.. September maybe I will go back to Labuan already..
now..I am try to catch up with my studies and try to change my mood..
honestly, I didn't really feel happy..
Just sometimes only.. :)

life here~

2011-05-25T01:12:00.000-07:00

life over here..
hmm..
start busying with all my assigmentsss now..
is a busy life here..
and is trying my best to catch up all studies..
hmm..
sometimes..
I will think of it..
:D

Kl Life

2011-05-10T07:08:00.000-07:00

Is already the second weeek I stay at KL..
and I already start my college life for 1 week ++..
last week is orientation week..
then this week start all the proper subject..
Yesterday morning I had my first lesson..from 10am to 12pm..is IA..means Introduction of Accounting..
I thought I can't catch up but luckily the lecture got translate in to Malay..I can understand well in Malay compare to English because during SPM..I already got the basic in Malay..need time to get used with English..is also good that this class is kinda interesting..not that boring as what i though before..
then evening..I had my second class..from 5pm to 6pm..is HE..when I ask my sis what is it about.she tell me is History..I was just OMG!!wat?!and in my mind..is just..die lo die lo..must be very boring geh.. ><
but when I enterted the class..is kinda interesting..and I understand well in this subject..thanks for the lecture teaching n present in a funny way..he keep make us laugh and I feel happy with this class..It make me have more interest in this subject.. :D
the third class is just today morning..from 8am to 10am..is ME..Microeconomics..
the lecture present and teach is kinda fast..plus my English not that pro..I need time to understand..I got the basic of Ekonomi but is in Malay..but this one is kinda hard then Account..cause..all the words are kinda hard..I hope I can do well in it.. :DD

because of the place I live don't have any internet connection..over boring..all of us play plants vs zombies..haha..when enter the house..everyone is playing.. :D
now at feeling cafe with Yvonne,Shaylee and my sis [ Sharon ] :D

1.05

2011-05-01T05:16:00.000-07:00

Is first of May today..

tomorrow will be the second of May..

Is also means that I am going to leave this small island and go to KL to continue my study..

not really in mood..

going to miss everything here.. :'(

today hang out with Yvonne,Ying Ling, Sharon, Farizah and Kalvin..

first at mcd..sitting there chit chat then online..

after that,Ying Ling drive 3 of us [ Yvonne,me & Sharon] to Peace park..

kinda enjoying there and take a lots of pictures with them..

plan to see sunset but because is kinda late already..

so didn't made it..plan cancel..

anyway,thanks all of u..

I did enjoy myself with you guys..

Love all of you ya.. <3 <3 <3

gonna misssss you all~~

29.04

2011-04-29T04:09:00.000-07:00

going to leave next Monday..

will be going to miss all my family and friends..

huuh..

going to start my college life very soon..

hope I can get used with the life there..:)

tomorrow plan to hang out with Ying Ling, Yvonne and Sharon..

Yvonne will going to leave with me at the same date and flight..

hope everything will be alright..

can't say how I feel..

complicated feeling..

haiz..

25.04

2011-04-25T02:24:00.001-07:00

JPJ test today..haha..

at last, it is end..

I PASS~!!

I did it.. :D

Thursday --> my "P"

I am waiting for it.. :DD

21.04

2011-04-21T03:35:00.000-07:00

today I had my driving lesson again..

from 8am to 10 am.. :D

my bukit ok already..hehee..at last..

but when go out Jalan A & B..

not that good..haiz..

hope the last practice will be ok..

Sunday morning from 8:30am to 10:30am will be my last training..

hope I can do well in it..

Good Luck n Jia you~~

hope to pass in my JPJ test..

so that everything settle down~

:))

after the driving lesson, I go bank with mum..pay the college fee..

hmm..now just left the PTPTN only..

today I get a GOOD news from Yvonne..

haha..actually is yesterday..

she is going to KL with me..

we are going to study the same college and courses and also live together..haha..:DD

20.04

2011-04-20T01:00:00.000-07:00

at last I get my new laptop~

Inspiron M301z

nice~

:D..

thanks Ken yi~

hmm..drving lesson today from 8am to 10am..

2 hours~

1st hour,I stay inside there practicing that 3 again..

[ bukit, 3 penjuru, parking]

now my bukit ok but my jalan raya K.O..

tomorrow again~

hope everything will be alright~

driving lesson [19.04]

2011-04-19T06:40:00.001-07:00

driving lesson tis morning..

from 9am to 10am..1 hours..

in this one hours I am just staying inside..

practicing the bukit, 3 penjuru and parking..

hmm..3 penjuru and parking, I do it once then teacher say ok~

I was just "YES~!!"

but my bukit.. ><

haiz..really no eyes see..

I will slide down..I can't measure accurately..

haiz..I really hope I will do well in it..

1 hour, I keep repeating doing it..but..haiz..

at the last 2 times then I really do it..

but teacher say I take kinda long time.. ><

tomorrow have driving lesson too..

from 8am to 10am.. 2 hours learning + practicing~

hope everything will be ok~

driving test

2011-04-17T03:11:00.000-07:00

going to have my JPJ test on next Monday [ 25/04 ]

huuh..

I am worrying..

I scare I will failed..

huuh..

my bukit still unstable yet..

this week~

Is the last week for me to practice..huuh..

hope in this week..

I can do well..

hope that everything will be fine before the test and also when having test..

worry~~ :((

17.04

2011-04-17T00:41:00.000-07:00

is a boring day today~

hmm.early in the morning aroung 6++..

receive a message from my buddy [Michelle]..

she is leaving to continue her study at KK..

Good Luck and all the best~

take care too~

hope that next time when we meet again..

you can cook a delicious meal for all of us ya~

:DD

hmm..

Monday [ 25.04 ]

I will be having my JPJ test..

worry about it..

haiz..

hope everything will be alright..

hope I will pass.. :)

this call friends~~

2011-04-15T01:11:00.000-07:00

special to Ying Ling, Yvonne, Michelle & Virona

guys~

I am glad to be your friend.. :D

very happy to meet and know you all..

I know you all since I was form 1..

that time, we still don't know each other.. :D

from that time onwards, we start to hang out together~

play together~

crazy together~

sing together~

all of the memories..I will always keep them inside my heart and mind..

thanks for giving me all those memories..

they cheer me up whenever I am down~

you all are the best~ :))

believe in yourself that you can do it~guys!!

I knows all of us will success one day~!!

Lets work hard for it~!!

we had been together 5 years ++..

Yvonne & Ying Ling,

I same class with you two since form 1 until form 3..even though is different class,it didn't affect our friendship~ =)

we still will hang out together.study together..play together..laugh together..the only different is..we didn't study at the same class..

Michelle,

I same class with you since form 1 until form 5.. :))

emotional one~haha.. :DD

Virona,

we know when we are primary..same class since primary 5 until Form 5..haha.. :DD

the longest one~

hmm..really glad to know you guys..

time pass very fast~

five of us will going to different places to continue your study~

Michelle, you are the earlier one~

Good Luck guys~

stay contact ya~

lets work hard together and achieve more and more gold in our future~

We can do it~!!

Friendship Forever guys~!!

Love you all~~ <3 <3~~

my friend - Virona

2011-04-15T00:17:00.000-07:00

hmm..Vi~

got any problem..surely you can find her..

she sure will help you..

haha..

but the bad is..

everything she love to put on herself..

making herself stress..

but now..I think ok already..haha..

saw her facebook..

"full of love"

haha..uiseh~~

:DD

My friend - Ying Ling

2011-04-14T23:51:00.000-07:00

Ying Ling -- My another buddy..

haha..

many people say we look alike..

because both of us short hair..

our Ketua Pengawas~

hmm..is a clever girl ya~

haha..

hmm..whenever I got problem I will find her or Yvonne but mostly I find Yvonne..haha..

with her the only different between Yvonne is..

we two less one thing -- 默契

haha..but now..seem like we already got it..

but I think Yvonne with me more..wakakakaka..

she -- 笑点低

haha..a bit thing only..

she can laugh~

and many times..

when she talk about something then she laugh..maybe is the funny part..but all of us blank and look at her..then look at each other again..then laugh..haha.. [ funny ] :D

when she angry..na na na~u better shut up..haha..scary~

my friend - Yvonne

2011-04-14T23:22:00.000-07:00

Yvonne -- My best buddy ever..

haha.. I know her since we are form 1..

and start to be best friend..

we always stick together~

hang out together~

sing together~

laugh together~

smile together~

and because of her 6 senses..it help me a lot..

haha..many things can't run away from her..

she sure will know..

even everytime, I try to hide my feeling from her..

she sure will know there is something bothering me..

and..

I am willing to share out to her..

many problems that I face..

I will share with her and she will help me out..

because of her"cold-hearted"..haha..

she can do the decision..she is brave~!!

希望我们的默契可以一直保持下去 ~ :D

Friendship Forever~!

my friend - Michelle

2011-04-14T04:40:00.000-07:00

today..my post will be about one of my best friend --> Michelle..

haha..

Monday,she is going to leave and go KK to start her college life..

hey hey mich~

Good Luck ya~You can do it..

anything..believe in yourself..

anytime..you can find me ya..haha

Friendship forever, Buddy~!! <3 <3

hmm..I know her when I was form 1..haha..I remember that time we still stranger..don't know each other..haha..I know you through Yvonne..we are in the same class [1A2]..you are good in drawing..then we start to be friend..haha..that time Yvonne,you,Ying Ling and me~

we start to stick together already..then slowly..Virona add in.. =))

hmm..having a lot of memories with you guys..and I will always remember them cause they cheer me up~

Mich~you are strong..haha..

and you are easy to make friends..

so Good Luck in everything especially in your study~haha..

:DD

13.04

2011-04-13T04:24:00.001-07:00

today..

nothing special~

just like usual~

hmm..my whole day activities is watch tv..:D

if whole day got CSI..

I am sure I won't be sooo boring staying in front the tv..

hmm..

tomorrow..I am going to play badminton with my buddy & others too [ i think]

I am being invite by CYL..so glad I have something to do..

play badminton~my favourite..

but tooo bad..I am not good in it.. =))

12.04

2011-04-12T04:19:00.001-07:00

life..fill with different colour~

em..still got 2 more weeks to go on..

and I am going to Kl..

to continue my study & start my college life~

Guys~I am going to Kl very very soon~

hmm..today..is a quite boring day to me..

nothing much..

just evening play badminton with my buddy [Sharon]~~!!

and also chit-chat..=D..

11.04

2011-04-11T01:32:00.000-07:00

though we are going on the same direction..

but it seem like i am wrong..

Good luck for u~

and hope that you will success with your decision.. =)

10.04

2011-04-10T05:05:00.000-07:00

hmm..today know my friend is going to change her study courses..

no comment for it.. =)

just Good Luck~!!

hmm..realize something..

and also no comment with it.

hehee..

I choose to move on with my simple life and remain silently..

peacefully~

others thing ----->> no comment

8.04

2011-04-07T23:56:00.000-07:00

hmm..don't know what to say and..

this few days..I got a bit speechless.. =)

hmm..today morning..I had my driving lesson..

for two hours..and my left hand got 1 little water bubble.. =)

is cute~but..pain..haiz..

cause the stereng to tide..urh..and I keep on turning it non-stop..for 2 hours..

aduh~

but..haiz..

I think my bukit still not good yet..

haiz..so scare o..

teacher say maybe 25 April..I will be having my test..haiz..

hope everything will be alright la~

hmm..

had nothing to say much..

just hope everything and everyone will be alright..

and always be Happy ~~

Good Luck~~!!

haiz..

2011-04-04T05:12:00.000-07:00

haiz..I am speechless..

hope you know what you are doing right now..

and be clear what is your status right now..

really can't wait you to share your problem to me..

know you must be very fan about that..

stay strong ya~

*********************************************

hmm..three person in one relationship..

is not a good ending..

it will not last long..

she need to make a decision..

one must be sacrifice..

no matter how many stress she is having right now..

only herself can save herself..

no one can help..

only her own..

skype~

2011-04-03T11:33:00.000-07:00

hmm..chatting with MCA member [teacher Sunny,Alyvin,Mee Yearn,Joon Kit & Ma er]..

quite enjoying..

and really break my record..

because..first time i stay until so late..

is already 2.35am..

@~@

forgetten

2011-04-02T05:37:00.000-07:00

think I already being forgotten by you all..
='(
everytime when I read the post..all name include expect me..
='(

sick

2011-04-01T23:44:00.000-07:00

hmm..think I am going to sick..

today go "qing ming"~

haiz.. >~<

headache now..huhu..

2nd day of April today~

JRA - Save This (NEW ORIGINAL)

2011-04-01T05:56:00.000-07:00

I noe this song from Yvonne [ my best buddy ]

I love this song..and the lyrics is meaningful~

nice songs~

here its lyrics..

LYRICS
I've read this book before
I already know how this'll end
Now I can't take this anymore
I'm about to throw the towel in

You see I
I wish we could go back to
back to the time
the time when we first met and i asked
do you really want to do this?

Cause I can't fight anymore
I'm already halfway out the door
Can't you feel this
feel this breaking down

& I can see the end
I just can't believe it's happenin'
Do you hear me
i think its about time that you save this.

Why can't you see this
See that we're drifting apart
Leaving no hope in my heart
I know we're far from perfect
but could you show me that I'm worth it
to you

i know that I should move on
But I just can't be that strong
without you
i've given you my all
but it's not too late
to make this change
i'm beggin'

music~melody~

2011-04-01T05:10:00.000-07:00

I love music~

I love melody~

I use them to express my feeling..=)

I love to close my eyes and enjoy hearing them~

hmm..watching all the video..

Ray Mak --> a pianist [I think]

nice melody~

make me want to learn back piano..

and wanna be like him..

can play all the songs..and all those melody~

I hope I can do it~ <3 <3 <3

Music is My Life_My world_My mind

_Music in My life_

the beginning of April

2011-04-01T00:54:00.000-07:00

today is the beginning of April~

1st of April --> April Fool~

Happy April Fool~~!!

hmm..today I had my second driving lesson.. =)

enjoying~

today I didn't langgar tiang..

but engin die today..astaga.. ><

learn bukit already..

still can la..haha..XDD

tomorrow going to "qing ming"

end of March

2011-03-31T01:36:00.000-07:00

is already end of March..tomorrow is going to be 1st of April..

April Fool~! =D

the beginning of April.. =)

still got 1 month,I am going to leave here and study at KL..

hmm..today..

I had my first driving lesson..

enjoying~

have fun too~

at first,I was nervous..

because..this is the first time..

teacher start teaching me..

then the teacher bring me out..

at Tanjung Aru there ( near the mpl housing)..

he stop..and change place..

start from there..I drive until matric there..

is a long journey..and i enjoy myself there~ =D

with the wind blow on my face~ =D

hmm..after that.. he drive back to AML ( the learning centre )

actually..is 1 hour lesson..

but by that time,my mum haven't arrive..

so..he teach me 3 penjuru..

hmm..he do 1 time for me..

then change place..

I was like OMG??!!really??!!so fast??!!

so I try..

haha..guess what..??

I langgar tiang.. >~<

hmm..tomorrow 10am morning,I will start my second driving lesson..

and I hope..will not be that worst.. ><

=)

2011-03-30T06:30:00.001-07:00

In the rhythm of life,

we sometimes find ourselves out of tune,

but as long as there are friends to provide the melody,

the music plays on..

音乐是心情的记忆，心情是音乐的写真。
音乐是上帝赐给苦难人的补偿。
听音乐能保持心境的平和，
常欣赏音乐很少有无法排遣的寂寞，
音乐也是一种语言，
它可以直接替我倾诉心事，
可以与我的苦乐发生共鸣。
忘不掉的是过去酸楚的记忆，
不能更改的是进行中的现在，
捉不住的是无法预知的将来。
眼中捕捉世界的美丽，
心中永留美丽的世界。

逃避不一定躲得过，放弃不一定最难受；
懂得放弃的人找到快乐，懂得真诚的人找到朋友

有烦恼才知道什么是快乐，
有痛苦才懂得什么是幸福，
有失才能有所得，
该珍惜的好好去珍惜，
该放弃的毅然放弃掉，
既然痛苦无法避免，
就让我们笑对人生吧

别把自己看得过高，世界不会因你而改变；
别把自己看得过低，你的世界因你而精彩

meaningful..

2011-03-30T06:03:00.001-07:00

trust

2011-03-30T03:57:00.000-07:00

all i need..just just a trust and believe..

=')

I choose to move on together but not wait and see..

how about you..??

end..

2011-03-29T05:29:00.000-07:00

end..

hope things can back to normal..

and friend..

please stay strong..

hope..

everyone can lives happily..

we still got a long way to move on.. =)

Gambateh my friends~

=(

2011-03-29T00:18:00.001-07:00

don't know what is going on..

and I hope that everything will be alright~

friend~stay strong~

hope..there will be a best ending for everyone~

G.NA - What I want to do If I have a lover [eng/rom] (yoseob & gayoon co...

2011-03-27T06:11:00.000-07:00

G.NA - Black and White (rom+eng sub)

2011-03-27T05:56:00.000-07:00

Mighty Mouth - Tok Tok 마이티 마우스 - 톡톡 MV Eng + Kor Sub & MP3 [HS]

2011-03-27T05:52:00.000-07:00

Elva Xiao Ya Xuan - Cuo De Ren

2011-03-27T04:43:00.000-07:00

Memori Tercipta

2011-03-27T04:27:00.000-07:00

Bergetar jiwa dipersada bercahaya

Pertemuan harapan pertama kalinya

Bergetar jiwa menghadapi mimpi-mimpi
Sukar dipercaya pintunya terbuka

Di sini jua memori tercipta
Walau seketika terjalin kasih kita
Mungkin disini kita kan terpisah
Kenangan bersama tiada kulupa

Mengalun suara sesuri bisikan hati
Seiringan mencari haluan berseni
Bergetar jiwa menghadapi mimpi-mimpi
Tiada pon terduga pintunya terbuka

Di sini jua memori tercipta
Walau seketika terjalin kasih kita
Mungkin di sini kita kan terpisah
Kenangan bersama tiada ku lupa

Yang terpahit jua termanis
Semuanya bagiku terindah
Kuingati buat selama-lamanya

Di sini jua memori tercipta
Walau seketika terjalin kasih kita
Mungkin disini kita kan terpisah
Kenangan bersama tiada kulupa

Mungkin disini kita kan terpisah
Kenangan bersama (3x)
Mungkin disini kita kan terpisah
Kenangan bersama tiada kulupa

memories~ =D